My Generasi

This video certainly brings back a lot of memories from my childhood. How we were like back in primary school days.

Ludahan Kepala Dan Jiwa

Ditujukan kepada insan yang telah melukai hati sahabatku.


Tahun baru telah menjelma. Buku lama ditutup, buku baru mula diisi. Tetapi, sekali-sekala, hati terkenang tentang cerita lama. Kenangan, pengajaran, cerita, angan-angan; yang pahit, yang manis, yang mengumis air mata.

Itulah kehidupan. Setiap tahun sama sahaja, walaupun ada bedanya. Persahabatan baru, persahabatan yang hilang. Cinta ditemui, cinta dilukai. Perang di sana sini. Politik dunia yang tidak pernah aman.

Benar. Kehidupan adalah percaturan hidup. Setiap tindakan ada akibatnya. Setiap tindakan adalah pilihan kita. Setiap insan ada peranannya.

Benar. Kita hanya merancang, Tuhan menentukannya. Tapi wajarkah untuk diri kita menunding semua akibat daripada pilihan yang kita buat kepada Tuhan?

Kita patutnya lebih bertanggungjawab terhadap semua tindakan, pilihan yang kita ambil. Bukannya setiap kali rancangan tidak menjadi, kita berkata "oh, Tuhan yang menentukannya."

Pernah kah Tuhan menyuruh kita, "Anda perlu memenangi hati wanita itu, dengan apa cara sekali pun. Berikan janji-janji manis duniawi kepadanya. Lakukannya sepenuh hati." Tetapi bila telah berjaya, terus berputus asa tanpa memberi sebarang penjelasan, tanpa sebarang timbangrasa terhadap si dia? Cuma berkata ianya rancangan Tuhan.

Tidak. Jangan salahkan Tuhan terhadap tindakan sendiri. Terhadap sikap tamak diri sendiri.

Dirimu selalu mewarwarkan diri bagaikan seorang insan yang serba kekurangan, yang sering dianiayai orang lain, yang sering dilukai. Sikap rendah diri mu telah menawan hatinya. Tetapi rupanya ianya hanya topeng. Hanya hiasan.

Dan kau telah guna bucu tajam topengmu itu untuk menikam hatinya.

Dia mempercayai kata-kata dustamu, walaupun diriku telah memberi amaran. Walaupun kau telah memanggilnya dengan kata-kata kesat? Dan inilah balasan yang kau beri?

Jangan kau kata ini rancangan Tuhan. Kerana tiada siapa tahu apa yang Tuhan telah rancangkan.

Buka lah topengmu. Lihatlah cermin itu. Jujurlah pada diri sendiri. Cukuplah dengan semua ini.

Busy Bee

Hey! What's up? What's new?

Me? Nothing. The usual crap. Procrastinating from work. The dateline is tomorrow, and I barely wrote anything. I just couldn't get my head into it, especially at home. Too much distractions.

So, I decided to write a post on my friend. Whom probably going to be pissed to find out that I have not made much progress on our assignments. Yet, pleased that I dedicated this post for her. (I hope!)

Time to Change

Most of you probably are wondering; change what? Change my outfit? Change my phone? Change the world? Or change my hair style, like Alia did?

Arau Open

Arau Open Public Speaking and Debating Championship 2010

20-24 May 2010

UiTM Arau, Perlis

My first experience of public humiliation. Enough said.

Rockstar

I study like a rockstar. And I'm not sure if I want to get a rockstar result for my finals. Because I'm not sure if rockstars get good results or not.

29 April 2010

I shall remember this day forever. All thanks to Kimberly.



She spammed my Facebook wall with her proclaimation of undying love for me

I denied her, because she freaks me out.

Not wanting to let anyone else have me, she almost got us involved in a car crash.

Maybe she misunderstood me. When we chatted last night, I told her I was feeling low and depressed. I wanted to do something thrilling.

Adds up with my rejection, maybe she thought I was suicidal and a near-death experience was the thing that I needed to get my adrenaline pumping and my spirits up.

I shouldn't have took up on her offer to drive home from the campus. Especially when she's this emotionally unstable.

Luckily, I screamed "break!" just in time before we hit the rear of the Kenari. She could have slowed down when the Kenari drove into our lane at the roundabout. But no. She have to wait for me to almost get a heart attack.

Of course, right after the incident, I updated my Facebook status and Twitter. Not a very wise decision. I know. It's an addiction.

It's Kimberly's addiction too. She checked her Facebook, when we're at the beach to cool down from the shock. And instead of going, "I'm sorry! I didn't meant to do that!" she said "You shouldn't use 'crash into' in your status. It's like (blablabla)".

YES. She's commenting on my grammar mistakes.











And she calls me 'The Heartless One'.

Wall Spam

On Facebook. 

No, not my wall.

Kimberly Jacqueline's!

Who are the culprits? 

Aqilah Zaiyanie and Alia Bee!

When?


Midnight. April 27, 2010.

Using what?
Lyrics for Mizz Nina's latest single featuring Colby O'Donis - What You Waiting.

Why?


Out of sheer boredoom. We're supposed to do some revision for our CTU 263 paper, which is the next morning. But we got slightly distracted. (Okay, understatement of the day.)

Result.

PAD 230

Current Issues.

The Irony

I gave this post the above title for a reason. Here's a head up for all readers.

If you are easily offended, please do not read this post. This post may contains hurtful comments. To avoid any more controversies and public disorder, please leave this page.

(And if you haven't read the pilot post of this blog, please click here.)

True Friends

True friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

I'm dedicating this post to all my true friends out there. To show my appreciation for them, who always be there for me, understand my mood-swings and quirkiness, gone through all those up and downs of life with me all this while, no matter what.